In 2017, I became pregnant with my third child, and it felt like the world was on the brink of a massive pandemic.
I spent months in hospital, recovering from my first pregnancy, and spent my days nursing the baby, doing all the things that every parent should do during that time: playing with my kids, helping them with homework, and being their guardian.
I had never had a serious pregnancy, nor had I experienced a postpartum period, so it was hard to fully understand what the birth experience was like.
I was scared, because it seemed like every day I was going to have a new, unforeseen event.
I started getting a lot of advice from friends and family members, but nothing really helped.
So, as soon as the baby was born, I was totally overwhelmed.
I started reading all kinds of information online, but I couldn’t really make any sense of what to do.
I kept asking my GP about birth control, but no one seemed to have any ideas.
I felt like I was just being told what to expect and what to not expect.
I kept wondering if I was actually going to give birth to a girl.
When I went to my GP, they asked me if I wanted to take my baby to the hospital.
I knew that was an option, but when I asked my GP if I would like to give my child to a hospital, they told me that was too risky.
I wasn’t sure if I really wanted to do that.
I didn’t want to risk my baby’s health, but they told us that it was really risky.
So, I asked if I could give birth in my car.
I took off my seatbelt and put my baby on my stomach.
They were in the backseat.
I put my legs up against the car, and they were on the floor.
My daughter was strapped into my arms, and I was strapped on to my stomach with a harness.
The car was very loud.
The seatbelt was so tight that I could feel my neck getting squeezed.
My husband was on top of me and was pushing me back and forth.
He put his head between my legs.
I was very scared.
I told my husband, ‘Don’t do anything.
Just let me give birth like this.’
But I knew if he did anything, I would die.
My heart was racing and I couldn`t believe I was doing this.
I got to the car and got my husband to give me my baby in the car.
We drove about 15 minutes to the maternity ward.
My mother was waiting outside.
She saw me on the phone and called me to come in.
She was in tears.
She gave me the phone number of a nurse who would be there to deliver my baby.
She told me to tell my husband I had a baby, but he was already waiting.
I said, ‘I`m just waiting.
Please don`t do anything, please don`te go.
She said, `You don`re going to get pregnant.’
So I took the baby out and I sat there and I cried.
I`m a strong woman, and you can do whatever you want.
But I don`ve given up on giving birth to the baby.
The nurse said, ”You don’t need to worry about that.
You are not going to lose the baby.”
I told her that I was giving birth and that it didn`t matter.
I had my baby, and she gave me a hug.
I could tell she was worried about me.
Then, she took the phone away from me.
When she got back to the reception desk, she said,`Well, I thought I was really giving birth in the hospital.’
Then, I saw her again at the delivery room.
The nurse came in and said,�Oh, you are giving birth.
You can go in.
I want you to wear your maternity gown.’
I was a little nervous.
I wanted to say something to the nurse, but she didn`re able to tell me what to say.
I just said,”You are very kind.
You made a big mistake.”
I walked into the delivery ward.
It was dark, and the nurses were standing around.
I walked in, and my daughter was in the seat.
I asked the nurse where she was going.
She went,`I`ll go to the ward.
You have to come to the front desk and give birth.”
She walked out the door, and when I saw that, I knew she was right.
I cried with joy.
I got the baby into the car on the side of the road, and that`s when I knew I was pregnant again.
The birth was scary, but the birth itself was wonderful.
The birth was like a dream.
It felt like something from a dream that had happened, but it was real.
The baby was in my arms for the first few days, and then, he went in my mouth.
My baby teeth were coming out and